On the way to the Coin Lanundry

噂は本当でした。

チェンマイの4月は半端ない。

暑いー。

…というわけで、

夏バテ、か

夏風邪疑惑の

私ですが、

すでに今日は回復したっぽいから

私って、

タフだなー。

Let's see...

It's been normal these days

besides 

feeling a little 

sick-ish,

and groggy-ish.

Still working 

every day,

still watching movies 

almost every night,

and still wondering 

about the things 

I was wondering 

2 years ago.

I was thinking today though.

I was walking to 

a coin laundry.

I saw a semi-big bird 

with orange wings,

and I exchanged 

some smiles with 

people passing by,

and, I don't know,

things seemed nice and peaceful.

Nothing was 

very new 

or different,

besides the fact that 

I don't get to see that 

bird with orange wings.

What was very different 

was, though

the attitude I had. 

Evan and I don't have a fridge,

well, actually we do,

but we turned it off 

because it eats too much 

electricity.

So now it'S just a cupboard. 

When I have ice-cold water,

it feels special 

and luxurious.

It's kind of nice 

to be able to 

feel happy

just by having 

a cold glass of water. 

What I am trying to say is...

I realized 

that 

most of the times, 

it's myself 

that can make my own 

situation better. 

I can complain 

about the water that is warm,

or I can say it's all good

because it makes me enjoy 

the luxury 

I get once in a while

(when we buy ice from a store)

So you wonder, 

what this has to do with 

the coin laundry story? 

I don't know.

Something got connected 

inside myself. 

The little key to 

happiness, perhaps. 

I just liked the fact that 

I was feeling 

happy

even though 

there was nothing very special

on the way to 

the coin laundry 

or on the way back from 

there.